Why I Threw Away My Entire Cosmetic Shelf

In Health & Fitness by Jackie Cruz

This post is about awareness and the ingredients sitting on our bathroom shelves. However, the bigger picture is the the entire cosmetic industry (as well as food and pharmaceutical industries for that matter). It is a phenomenon how guerilla marketing tactics grab our attention and convince us to buy solely based on hype, promises, packaging, memorable commercials and incomplete facts (e.g. a lack of ingredients).

All of the information in this post has been over a span of a few years, but I thought it was the right moment to write about this topic.

After a preliminary Google search, I wanted to write letters to every brand that had a place on my bathroom shelf and picket outside Washington, D.C. Instead, I decided to write this post and help you contribute your own stories and experiences with conventional, chemical-filled products.

scary truth

As I was searching on the Internet for makeup one night, I found disturbing information about the components of my skincare, body care and makeup products. I read the labels and ingredient lists and was unable to recognize or pronounce almost all of the words. That couldn’t be right, I thought. I read about the chemicals and their effects on the body, my mind started racing. I knew ingredients in the vast majority of mainstream products were dangerous, but I had no idea of the long-term implications on my health.

I analyzed the back label of my most coveted Sebastian Professional Potion No.9 and the technologically advanced Peter Thomas Roth Rose Stem Cell Cleansing Gel. I researched the ingredients to the sweet smelling Alterna Bamboo Smooth Kendi Oil Mist and Ouidad Curl Recovery Daily Conditioner that hugged every curl on my head.

A whopping 70% of the ingredients in my products were linked to cancer and various diseases, and another 20% were potentially dangerous and hazardous. Effects linked to the ingredients were cancer, reproductive disruption, disease, hormone disruption, brain function loss, nervous system harm, lymph system cancer.

Below is a huge list of “ingredients.” Your fingers will hurt from scrolling and you will ask me why I even decided to include it. I want you to know just how many terrible (and unnecessary) chemicals in mainstream products are in your house, your gym bag, your parents’ shelves and waiting to be bought in your favorite stores.

Here are the 204 chemicals that were creeping in the bottles and jars on my shelves:

Acacia Senegal Gum
Acrylates/Beheneth-25 Methacrylate Copolymer
Acrylates/C10-30 Alkyl Acrylate Crosspolymer
Alcohol Denat.
Alpha-Isomethyl Ionone
Aluminum Dimyristate
Aluminum Hydroxide
Aluminum Starch Octenylsuccinate
Aminomethyl Propanol
Amyl Cinnamal
Arginine, Butylene Glycol
Ascorbyl Palmitate
Behentrimonium Chloride
Benzyl Benzoate
Benzyl Salicylate
BIS- Butyldimethicone Polyglyceryl-3
BIS-PEG/PPG-14/14 Dimethicone
Butyl Methoxydibenzoylmethane
Butylaminoethyl Methacrylate Copolymer
Butylene Glycol
Butylphenyl Methylpropional
C12-15 Akyl Benzoate
C13-14 Isoparaffin
Caprytyl Glycol
Cetearyl Alcohol
Cetrimonium Chloride
Cetrimonium Methosulfate
Chlorhexidine Dihydrochloride
CI 15985 (Yellow 6)
CI 17200 (Red 33)
CI 19140 (Yellow 5)
CI 26100 (Red 17)
CI 4209 (Blue 1)
CI 47000 (Yellow 11)
CI 77491 (Brown 7)
CI 77492 (Yellow 43)
CI 77499 (Black 11)
CI 77891 (1700 White)
Cocamidopropyl Betaine
Cocodimonium Hydroxypropyl
Copper Ferment (Saccharomyces)
Dethylhexyl caprylate
Dicaprylyl Carbonate
Diphenyl Dimethicone
Dipropylene Glycol

Disodium EDTA
Disodium Stearoyl Glutamate
Disteardimonium Hectorite
DMDM Hydantoin
Dmdm Hydantoin
Ethylhexyl Cocoate
Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate
Ethylhexyl Salicylate
Extract Hexyl Cinnamal
Glyceryl Monostearate
Glyceryl Stearate
Glycol Distearate
Glycolic Acid
Guar Hydroxypropyltrimonium Chloride
Hexyl Cinnamal
Hexylene Glycol
Hydrofluorocarbon 152-A
Hydrogenated Olive Oil
Hydrogenated Vegetable oil
Hydroxyethyl Urea
Hydroxyisohexyl 3-Cyclohexene Carboxaldehyde
Imidazolidinyl Urea
Iodopropynyl Butylcarbamate
Iron Ferment (Saccharomyces)
Iron Oxide
Isodecyl Neopentanoate
Isopropyl Alcohol
Isopropyl Myristate
Isostearic Acid
Isotridecyl Isononanoate
Lactic Acid
Lauryl Glucoside
Magnesium Aluminum Silicate
Magnesium Chloride
Magnesium Nitrate
Mandelic Acid
Methyl Gluceth-10
Methyl Gluceth-20
Mineral Oil
Orange 4
Panthenyl Hydroxypropyl Steardimonium Chloride
PEG-6 Caprylic
PEG-9 Polydimethylsiloxyethyl
PEG-10 Dimethicone
PEG-40 Hydrogenated Castor Oil
PEG-150 Pentaerythrityl Tetrastearate

Pentaerythrityl Tetracaprylate
PG-Propyl Silanetriol
Phenyl Trimethicone
Polymethyl methacrylate
Polysorbate 20
Polysorbate 60
Polyvinyl Alcohol
Potassium Sorbate
PPG-17/18 Dimethicone
PPG-18/18 Methicone
Propylene Glycol
Pyruvic Acid
Red 40
Silicon Ferment (Saccharomyces)
Sodium Benzoate
Sodium Benzotriazolyl Butylphenol Sulfonate
Sodium Chloride
Sodium Citrate
Sodium Hydroxide
Sodium Laneth-40 Maleate
Sodium Laureth Sulfate
Sodium Metabisulfite
Sorbitan Sesquiisostearate
Starch Acetate
Stearalkonium Chloride
Stearalkonium Hectorite
Stearic Acid
Tartaric Acid
Tetrasodium EDTA
Tin Oxide
Titanium Dioxide
Tocopherol (not stated non-GMO from Vitamin E)
Tocopheryl Acetate
Triethyl Citrate
Trisodium EDTA
VP/VA Copolymer
Xanthan Gum
Zinc Ferment (Saccharomyces)
Zinc Laurate

I know what you are thinking. These products are applied on the skin and not directly eaten, so how much of a risk can I really be exposed to? Skin can absorb anywhere from “29-91 per cent of the total dose [and] averaging 64 per cent” of all products applied to the skin (Brown). Of course, this depends on “skin integrity, location, physical or chemical properties, concentration, duration of exposure and surface area exposed” (Centers for Disease Control and Prevention). And sure, cancer does not happen overnight and the FDA approves a certain amount of dangerous ingredients in every product; however, that is precisely how cancer works.

The FDA regulates some products and deems a safe dosage of chemical ingredients. However, a small amount each day from “non-dangerous” parabens and other chemicals can accumulate and cause great harm. All of a sudden, I could notice that my body does not feel right or my has a hormone imbalance, and not have any idea where it comes.

I kept reading and searching for scholarly sources to prove what I had discovered. After, I felt angered and betrayed. Why do these household brands think they have the right to put toxic chemicals in our products that are directly absorbed into the skin, eventually flow into the bloodstream and affect organ function?

My fears were confirmed once again by the Environmental Protection Agency. Not causing an “unreasonable risk to human health,” dangerous chemicals in food have been set to certain limits. Why are food laws important? Food products – such as herbs or seed oils – are also highly present in cosmetics. When raspberries were sprayed with pesticides, your skin could be absorbing those same chemicals in the product you use contains raspberry seed oil.

Not surprisingly, the U.S. has only tested about 10% of the 13,000 chemicals used and prohibited the use of only 10 chemicals (FDA), while the European Union has diligently done away with close to 1400.

You still have to check labels and ingredients, but the only true way to make sure you are not putting yourself, children, family or friends at risk is to buy organic body care. If you are not quite ready to make the switch to the green side, please avoid these chemicals: alcohol, aluminium, fragrances, GMOs, mineral oils, octinoxate, oxybenzone, parabens, petrolatum, pthalates and sulfates.

What you can do

You hear this time and time again, but seriously, it is true – if you cannot pronounce it, do not eat or use it. Easier said than done, but if you make a conscious effort to slowly apply this principle to your skin and body care, the toxin levels and risk of cancer will dramatically decrease.

I am not writing this to you sitting on a pedestal. I know how hard it can be to make that first step toward positivity and change. I know how bad you want that black Chanel compact or the smell of the new Gucci perfume. I am here to share with you my transformation from what problems I had and why I changed to how great I feel now.

Yes, organic will be more expensive and a bit harder to find. However (this is a big however), you will know exactly what you are buying and you will know the benefits of the (pronounceable and recognizable) ingredients. Your skin and body will look better and you will actually feel better from the absorption of essential nutrients and vitamins. Make the change away from synthetics and chemicals – decide to invest in yourself!

Full list of products I threw away:
Alterna Bamboo Kendi Oil Mist
eos Tangerine Medicated Lip Balm Moisturizer
Glam Glow Supermud Treatment
It’s A 10 Miracle Leave-In
John Frieda Frizz Ease Dream Curls Curl-Perfecting Spray
Lancome Dual Finish Versatile Powder
Lee Safford Hair Growth Treatment
LUSH Avobath Bath Bomb
Macadamia Professional Flex Hold Spray
Matrix Biolage Volumebloom Conditioner
Moroccanoil Morrocan Oil Treatment reviews, photos, ingredients
NARS Radiant Creamy Concealer
Ouidad Curl Recovery Daily Conditioner
Peter Thomas Roth Rose Stem Cell Bio-Repair Cleansing Gel
Sebastian Professionals Potion No. 9
Vichy Dermafinish Corrective Fluid Foundation
Yves Rocher Comfort Cream Foundation
Yves Saint Laurent Le Teint Touche Eclat Foundation